Entry - Late February/Early March 2024

Universe: When you step into the moment you seem to really step into a flow. How does that feel?
 
Me: Fulfilled and a big reduction in stress. I feel content and satisfied that I have expressed my true self. As well I always learn something about myself. Each time I trust the process more and more.
 
Universe: Wonderful.
 
Me: It is. I can really start to feel the pulls and push that try to drag me into that ego place. I feel I am staying in those spaces yet, I don’t want to feel it, so I choose to leave that space and feeling. Big evolution. Also feels like I am changing socially as well. If that makes sense. I feel deeper that which resonates and that which does not. I work more at sitting in a place of compassion for all, including myself. I release those uncomfortable and non-flowing feelings by listening to my own guidance. And acting upon it.
 
Universe: It does us well to live in the present moment without the stress, worry, and anxiety. That doesn’t mean we forsake the past and the future. We learn from them both. But we must look to them from a healthy state of mind, body, and heart. Both for ourselves and humanity.
 
Me: Wise words indeed. 
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Entry - March 2024
​(I seem to have stopped putting in exact dates)

Me: Hi there. I have sensed a pull to connect consciously for a few days now.
 
Universe: Yes, we have much to discuss.
 
Me: Cool, where do we start?
 
Universe: You tell me. What is to discuss is what is held within you.
 
Me: Doesn’t that mean it is held within you as well?
 
Universe: Yes, however I have the ability to release it without attachments. You hold it for the wisdom is there for you to learn.  It affects you directly. It affects me from a collective.  So, let’s talk through it.
 
Me: Ok. I have been feeling restless again and wanting movement.  Needing patience for completion of multi-person projects.
 
Universe: What does your own wisdom say? You write about it, how about using it for yourself?
 
Me: Of course. The knowledge, wisdom, is within me. I have all of these supports on another level to help me out. Nature Intelligence, my Soul Team, etc.
 
Universe: Yes, you do. A good thing to consider here is balance. Where do you feel balanced?
 
Me: I understand the presence of balance. With each thought and feeling comes the question of balance. Am I feeling stress? Am I feeling no pull at all? Am I feeling anything at all? Is that stress and pull what draws us to change?
 
Universe: Absolutely. Do you sit in it or explore it. Are you curious about it with a willingness to move with the flow. Do you stay open to the message within the pull or stress? If so, are you willing to understand, and follow the guidance to go back to balance.
 
Me: Sort of like emotions.
 
Universe: Exactly like emotions. I would say they are all one and the same. Break it down, step by step. Move through those pulls. They are taking you somewhere.
 
Me: I often feel a list is needed when I have so many.
 
Universe: Then make a list. There is no wrong or right. As long as you are not attached to a list. If you feel it is needed, do it. You might find everything on the list is tied together with a string and once you find balance in one area you might naturally find it happens in other things on your list.
 
Me: Ok, I will make a list. Thanks so much Big U.
 
Universe: Anytime
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Entry - March 2024

Me: Some random thoughts. We live in a society of done. Get things done, finished, timelines, and due dates. Focusing on these is where we find stress and anxiety. When I move my focus to the doing first and then within that doing, I move to the being. Who am I being in that doing. We are always doing in some way, shape, or form. When we move to focusing on the being of the whole matter the doing gets done but without the stress.
 
Universe: Some solid random thoughts.
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Entry - March 2024

Me: Hi there. I pulled a card from a deck I have today. Invite Help: invite the divine to pursue me.
 
Universe: Hello. Are you ready?
 
Me: For what?
 
Universe: I guess the unknown. Since you are asking.
 
Me: Then yes, I am ready. Trust it All, No Matter What. I heard the saying recently. If a problem presents itself there must be a solution. I take that to mean that I can handle anything. I have everything I need within me.
 
Universe: Those are strong statements. It sounds like you are stepping more into your authentic space.
 
Me: Yes, authentic energy. I like that.
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Entry - March 2024

Me: Morning Universe.
 
Universe: Morning.
 
Me: I feel a disconnect when we don’t speak daily. But I am starting to understand that is exactly what we spoke of earlier. We find insight together and then I must go and live it. Honestly, thought it would be the other way around.
 
Universe: Good. Your timing is always perfect. Whenever and wherever, you are evolving.
 
Me: True. I am learning the importance of dedicating time and space. Making the dedicated space in my house for our dialogue, making the time in my day as well as the time to contemplate it all.
 
Universe: Good, you will be glad you did.
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Entry - March 2024

Me: Morning Universe.
 
Universe: Hello beautiful. Glad you are here and present.
 
Me: I was thinking today. We really do live in a multi-tasking society. To the point where doing one thing only, just doesn’t feel the best use of one’s time. Yet, it is the best way to spend time. Fully present for one thing or one person. Or one being. I do it best on walks with the dogs. I don’t normally take my phone and am fully there for the girls.
 
Universe: That is a good piece of insight. What is the feeling you have with both of them in those moments?
 
Me: When I am multi-tasking, even just two things, or more, I am in my head. Not at all grounded. Not really in my body. When I am dedicated to one thing I am rooted. Fulfilled – meaning fully filling my body.  Feeling my body and breath. Here and now. Even when I am committed to writing. Lost in the moment but in a good way.
 
Universe: It seems you have to have things all lined up to be present.
 
Me: Yes. Things need to be perfect to be present. That statement doesn’t feel right. It seems that practicing presence when it comes into my awareness is more apt. Every time we have conversed, I have been present. If for 5 minutes or an hour. And it felt good and right, as I say.
       I guess multi-tasking has its place. Stuff gets done. Perhaps it is finding the balance. Or the presence in the multi-tasking.
 
Universe: Great pondering. You always find what is right for you in the moment when you take a moment to listen to yourself.
 
Me: Speaking of listening or conversing. I have been having a number of what I call ‘soul conversations’ lately. Deep, present and authentic dialogues with another. Other than you. Today I was speaking with someone about ‘living my book’. Meaning having the confidence to live the wisdom that came from within me and onto the pages. To wake up each morning and Trust it All, No Matter What. To live guided by my inner tenet. I guess that ties to multi-tasking vs. pure presence. When I am present, I am in my body and listening to my inner voice.
 
Universe: What if you start your day with presence?
 
Me: Yes, one moment, then the next and the next. Making a habit of it. It does take commitment to let go of past habits and try things a new way.
 
Universe: Some folks call that unlearning.
 
Me: And some might call it learning. Does it matter really what we call it? More important is that we experience it.  To actually do it. To evolve and grow.
 
Universe: Which realization from your book is the hardest to fully live?
 
Me: That’s easy and such a great question. Holding Two Point of View in Love at The Same Time. That includes losing the judgement piece of others and myself.  That judgement isn’t really a piece of me but a piece of the ego. Can I leave that at the gates and soften into that place of love and compassion for others? As well as myself. Especially for myself.
 
Universe: What makes it hard?
 
Me: Releasing my own past that might hold attachments to certain points of views and actions. As well as my own tight hold to right and wrong. To sit in a place of neither and truly listen to another.
 
Universe. Great reflection on all of that.
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